thanks everyone for the bday wishes! now i'm 19 =-=/...
and i also want to thank you for your comments from my last journal, sorry if you feel kinda annoyed from my tendency to vent in here (and my tumblr too ).., well actually i just don't have the guts to really open my problem to people i know, they could feel bad after that, or say everything common just to cheer me up, thought i just want to know how to change.., yeah and it's nobody's fault, sometime i'm just feeling confused but it's okay, i'm okay now , i was just rushing too much, sorry if you feel annoyed *lol why i keep repeating this* , i don't want to crush people/new artist motivation by being an example of failed or given up person...sorry =-=;

and thank you very much for your comments an the bday wishes ^^ b